Con time!

May. 31st, 2013 06:13 pm
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SO I am currently sitting in the Hilton where I will be for the remainder of the weekend for ConCarolinas 2013. I come to this thing every year and it's a lot of fun, but mostly I like pretending to be fancy by staying at a hotel. In the first years I attended, I spent a lot of time at the writing panels, but now I tend to drift between a few of them and a lot more of the science-oriented panels.

I did two panels this afternoon and now I'm waiting on room service, LOL. I might actually call it a night early because I did get up at 5AM to go to work and then I drove about 70 miles before I landed here. Plus, there's about six hours straight of panels I want to hit tomorrow so I need to be rested up!
regann: (Cass Elliot)
Happy Mother's Day to any and all moms among my friends. I just got home from visiting my mom at the rehab. Whoo.

I did finally work up the nerve to publish that Steve/Bucky fic I recently finished. So, go me!

I'm also signed up for the Marvel Big Bang over on LJ. Me and [personal profile] pookaseraph have signed up together because we're writing a COLLABORATION. I have never written with someone else, outside of RP, so it's interesting so far. Our fic is actually a XMFC/Captain America crossover and, what the hell, I'm writing XMFC again. I was pretty sure I was never going to do that ever again and look at me.

My boss is currently driving me crazy because the team planning committee I'm on has offended her deeply by sponsoring a donation drive for a summer food program that will feed less fortunate kids during the summer. But because the soup kitchen is a religiously (Christian) affiliated non-profit, she feels this is INAPPROPRIATE and is highly AGHAST at this turn of events. Now, I get not wanting to support religious stuff but, come on, one-fifth of our department are Christian chaplains! We have to swear to God when we take our oath of service for our jobs! Since she is Jewish, I know her main objection is to the Christian/Jesus aspect but this is a program that FEEDS POOR CHILDREN. No one expected it to be this big a deal. In fact, the other members of my committee were basically like, "what kind of cold bitch objects to helping feed kids?" which made me LAWL, no lie. Plus, considering that I am PAGAN, I really need her to STFU about it. Thankfully, it's over on Friday, so hopefully she'll keep the rest of her objections to herself between now and then.

I should be in a much better mood on this time next week, since I will be less than a week away from lots of beautiful days off. WHOOOOO.
regann: (Peter/Viki [so little time])
The weather is blah and rainy today but I've spent most of it at the library using the internet. Oh, internet, I love you! <3

I finished another one of my languishing WIPs from 2012 -- this is a one-shot Steve/Bucky fic based on the Captain America movie, about 18,800 words. I was working on it when I first got into TW, so I left it almost done, but I finally went back and finished it after I was done with my TW fic. Not sure if I'm going to post it but it's nice to have another thing finished. Almost nothing I wrote in 2012 was completed in a timely fashion and it's been a bit disheartening, on top of writing in general being disheartening.

SOMEHOW, I HAVE BEEN TALKED INTO WRITING XMFC FIC AGAIN. Not sure how that happened but yes. Considering this fandom drove me crazy in 2011-2012, I'm not sure if this is the best idea I've ever had, but it's okay so far. I really need to shake the last of my clairefic angst, though.

I have so many ideas (TW, mainly, but others too) but I'm scared to write them for various reasons which, boo. I'm hoping with [community profile] finalfantasyland starting back, I'll be motivated to work on some of my FF stuff.

My mom is still in rehab, but they moved her to a facility closer to me. I went to see her last night. She's okay doing, but I think we'll all be happier once she is home. Plus, I had to take my TV to her at the rehab. Now I need to learn to do without it or go buy myself a new 20" for my bedroom. Decisions, decisions.
regann: (Darien/Hobbes [love])
I'm all done, guys!

Find It In Our Hearts is now complete @ 103,800~ words, available (for now) on AO3. (Teen Wolf, Sterek, kidfic)

It's second longest thing I've ever written.

I could cry I'm so freaking happy to be done!
regann: (Quistis [ragged edges])
I am one scene from being finished with Find It in Our Hearts. Thank fuck. I will be so glad when I'm done and we never have to speak of it again with it. I plan on sticking a fork in it before the end of the week.

I have been doing very little writing, much like last April. Apparently, my MO is to burn myself out in the winter, have a dozen writing-related breakdowns and then have my brain refuse to think of anything for the entire 30 days of April. Okay, then.

Instead of writing, I have been replaying Final Fantasy VIII. God, I love this game so much it is not even funny. But something strange happened this time around because I noticed something weird. I AM SUDDENLY SHIPPING NEW SHIPS.

Like, wtf? I first played this game twelve years ago. Why am I suddenly wanting to ship entirely new people?! I don't even get it, really. But alas. And my new ship (?!) is like completely nonexistent. No one shipped it ever. But...apparently me. XD

Other than that, I have been playing Triple Triad which I never did before. I suck at games like that, so I never bothered. Now, I've got almost a full deck of Level 1-7 cards and I'm two cards into the Card Queen Quest. (I have the Kiros and Irvine cards, bwahahaha.) I got a lot of nice items early from playing a lot of cards before I left B-Garden for Timber, lol. Mighty Guard on Disc 1? Yes, plz!

The weather has been really nice for the last week or so; I LOVE IT. I used to think of myself as someone who preferred the winter to other months but I've really gotten where I love spring.

Hopefully, I will be more intelligent come May!
regann: (Marcos :D)
I know I've mostly been doom and gloom for...months...but here's something that is totally not doom and gloom --

I went to the Mad Monster Party this weekend, which is a local horror movie convention, and I got to meet Bruce Campbell! :D

I also stood in line for, oh, three hours to do so but it was worth it!

And here is where I make everyone jealous by recounting my epic day )

Me and my sister also met: Lea Thompson, Gary Busey and Jake the Snake Roberts. We also got our photo took in the time-traveling DeLorean and the proceeds went to Parkinson's research in MJF's name. :)

So that was a great weekend and I didn't even include my Friday night at the Psychic Fair. The only downside is that I kind of had a "fun" hangover on Sunday from being so busy on Friday and Saturday. What a problem to have, amirite?!
regann: (Frank/Nancy [dynamic duo])
My mom made it home but all my fears about her current state of wellbeing turned out to be true, so it's not exactly an ideal situation.

I'm still up to my ears in paralyzing fic angst. Good times.

I've been spending my time reading Steve/Danno fics. Recs will be met with serious love. ♥
regann: (Go Directly to FAIL)
My mom didn't even get in the house before we ended up on our way back to the ER, where I'm sitting now.

I hope and pray that not all nursing facilities are as horrible as the one we've been subjected to.

But, hey, at least I don't have much energy to angst about fic stuff, right?!

:/
regann: (Balthazar Blake [TSA])
Thanks to everyone who has commented about my mom. If all goes well, she should be coming home tomorrow, hopefully strong enough to resume the small mobility she had before she went into the hospital a month ago. I can only hope -- and I've been using that word, a lot, haven't I -- that things will be back to normal then.

In other news, I have all-day Excel training on Friday. Which is...probably going to be boring but hopefully it will be helpful as well.
regann: (Vampire!Paige [Charmed])
My mom still isn't home and there's no word on when that will be exactly. She said the doctor told her 8 to 10 days but I think that was them trying to keep her spirits up because they were way more vague with me.

The doctors can't find a rehab for her but they don't think she's safe enough for home care, so she's in this limbo where she's still at the hospital even though her original illnesses have cleared up. I wish we had a better idea of the timeline but it's not forthcoming. I am...very tired of limbo.

In other news, I used her absence to clean out a bunch of things that she had been holding onto as part of her pack-rat nature. We've cleaned out the extra/junk room that used to be my mom's master bedroom before she got sick, so it looks like I'll be able to claim half of it (she refuses to let go of the chest and dresser than belonged to her dad) as an office/entertainment area. Once the bed is gone that I'm giving to my sister, I should have enough room for a desk and some shelves which will be completely boss. I miss having a desk and little space for all my office stuff. I'm actually pretty excited about it.

And, finally, I finally got the PS Vita I had been planning on since last month. I'm currently at my sister's house downloading FFVII, FFVIII, FFIX and Legend of Mana onto it. Which means that I will do anything else ever again but raise monster pets, make weapons and magical instruments and grow fruit in my orchards, lol. I love that game so much. <3
regann: (Victoria Winters)
Thanks everyone for their kind words on my last post. My mom has been in and out of ICU since that post and it looks like she'll be coming home on Monday. The doctors want her to go to rehab but she refuses, so I have no idea if I'll actually be able to take care of her when she gets home. It's just such a mess but hopefully I'll know more after I go up there today.

Yesterday was the 10-year anniversary since I posted the first chapter of Heart over Mind, my Harry Potter fic. It took me four years to finish and is 180,000 words long. That fic is definitely the most popular thing I have ever written and also the one that has garnered me the most critical feedback over the years. And it still probably gets more comments/likes a week that all of my other not-new fic combined. I'm glad to say that I am still in contact with several of the amazing people I met by writing it and I feel very thankful for the friends I made through it. I think writing that fic and doing it in that fandom is a very singular experience, never to be repeated or reproduced, no matter how long I stay around.

Things

Jan. 30th, 2013 12:06 pm
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1.My mom is in the hospital. She has been since yesterday but it took them, like, 11 hours to get her admitted into a room from the emergency room. I am so tired and I had to miss 1.5 days of work which I haven't done since I started. I'm going to be so behind.

2. They had to demolish my house to get my mom out. Doors, door jambs, molding, all ripped out. Plaster cracked everywhere. My new carpet, completely ruined. I wanted to cry when I got home last night.

3. As one would expect, this messed up a lot of my Imbolc plans for this weekend. This makes me sad, too.

4. It's been one of those weeks that just needs to die in a fire. Hopefully, it will get better soon.
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I'm still around, not dead, not terribly depressed or anything. I just still have no home internet. Hopefully, I will scrounge up the cash to make that happen soon enough. Life's pretty decent, almost to my six months review time at my new job.

I went to see The Hobbit last week, it was good! I could tell where it had been padded for trilogical reasons but it wasn't too terribly slow. Only one part really felt like a complete tangent but the hedgehog made up for it. ;)

My birthday is this week, I'll be...32. Wow, just getting older and older there. Speaking of special days, my holidays were way better this year than they were last year. I dis-invited my family en masse and threw a Yule party for the Solstice to which I invited the family I liked and my dearest friends. We had a complete blast.

...nothing else is very interesting? I miss having internet access all the time. XD
regann: (snowflake)
Come on, you know you want a hand-written holiday card from me!

I know that the DW/LJ community has kinda dispersed of late, but that just means that those of you who are still around mean even more to me. ♥

Comments are screened; drop your address to get a card~
regann: (Darien/Hobbes [love])
I've had a lot of people ask, so here it is! Right Place, Wrong Time, my multichaptered Shawn/Lassy fic, is now available on Ao3.

You can find it here.

Feel free to bookmark/link/download/coment/whatever over there. It won't going anywhere, I promise. :)
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Title: How Still My Love
Author: Regann
Character: Charles/Erik
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: I don't own anything; I just play with them.
Notes: None!

Summary: A mysterious sleeping disease, three loyal guardians, and a friend-turned-foe with unclear motives. It might sound like something out of a fairy tale but it's life after Cuba in the Xavier manor for what's left of the so-called X-Men. When Charles can no longer lead them, it's up to Hank, Alex and Sean to figure out a way to protect their mentor, especially once Erik comes seeking an audience. (Variously nicknamed "the Fairytale Fix-it," "Snow Charles and the Three Wishes," and "Alex feels via Charles/Erik." All three are pretty accurate.) ~20,000 words.

How Still My Love )
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Because I have no time and no internet. LOLSOB.

Anyway, I hate you, DNC. I just want to say this. It is royally screwing up my life because I live in Charlotte and work for the County AND IT IS MESSING EVERYTHING UP. I wish it was in Kansas or somewhere FAR AWAY FROM ME.

In other news, some of my friends are super excited that they got tickets, yay them.

So, I'm working on fic. Go me! They are:

1. A finished XMFC C/E fic (20,000 words). Waiting on one last set of feedbacks before I decide what to do with it. Two of my pre-readers really seemed to enjoy it but they love me so they're also very nice always. ILU guys! ♥

2. I'm currently writing a long CA/Avengers/MCU fic. WHAT IS MY LIFE? I could've sworn I swore off all comic book movie fandoms for eternity. Anyway, this is all [livejournal.com profile] pookaseraph's fault because she couldn't contain her Steve feels after Avengers which means I had to rewatch CA and now I have all these Steve feels, too. And Bucky feels, which is why I'm writing a Steve/Bucky fic. There are not enough of these in the world!! Does anyone ship this other than me?

3. I have an idea for a Common Law babyfic I'm supposed to be writing, but...lol, see #2.

4. Still plugging sloooowly on Not Just a Ghost's Heart. ILU 4EVA JECHT.

Wow, someone in this coffee shop has horrible and horribly strong colonge. That they apparently bathed in. EW.

I hope everyone is doing well, maybe one day I'll have internets again!
regann: (gate & garden)
So! My new job is amazing and full of things to do and just awesome stuff. It's doing library stuff and paralegal stuff (although not quite so much of that yet) and then also admin stuff and my boss informed me on Friday that there's still so much I have to learn and I'm very excited. I love my job. It makes me cry how much I love it.

The only downside is that I still haven't worked out internet access for myself and I rarely have time to troop it to a coffee shop where I can bum wifi. (This is what I'm doing now, lol.) Hopefully, I shall figure that out soon enough or make more time for coffee-shop-trooping because I miss the internets. ;;

In fannish things, I am working on my Jecht/Auron resurrection fic (slowly) and I've been waiting for the finale of Common Law so I can bang on some longfic ideas. I'm supposed to be working on my star trek bigbang but, um, that hasn't quite happened yet. Bad meeee.

I also suddenly realized I have a ton of Steve/Bucky feels that snuck on me out of nowhere? Maybe I just needed to make peace with my Thor and Loki and Thor/Loki feels first but it just hit me last week that I ship them so hard. Steve and Bucky, I mean. Maybe it was the TWS announcement that finally tipped me over the edge. Two years to anticipate!

Um, I finished a XMFC WIP that I've let languish since March when I was like "FUCK YOU, XMFC FOREVER" for ~reasons~. It only needed about 3,000 words to be finished (it's a one-shot, it is NOT the last Engine of Creation story) so I made myself sit down and write them because I hate fic sitting in my abandoned folder. Holy hell, I felt really accomplished when I had. So, I don't know what that means in the long run, just...yay, I did it.

How's it going with y'all?
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Title: Not Just a Ghost's Heart (Chapter 1)
Author: Regann
Pairings: Jecht/Auron, Tidus/Yuna
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: I don't own anything; I just play with them.
Notes: This is probably the most self-indulgent thing I have ever penned. This is set after FFX-2's "Last Mission" release, so it contains spoilers for it and the good/perfect endings of FFX-2.
Summary: Three months after his resurrection by the fayth, Tidus is happy on Besaid with Yuna. But it seems like the fayth aren't quite finished showing their gratitude -- and it seems like Spira might not be ready to deal with the consequences. Jecht/Auron, Tidus/Yuna. (aka: RESURRECTION FIC, KIDS!)

Previous Parts: Prologue

Not Just a Ghost's Heart, Chapter 1 )
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So, since my last RL update, I worked my two weeks' notice at PronCo. Yesterday and today, I've been loafing around before I start my new position tomorrow. Wednesday is just orientation at the main HQ; Thursday is my first day on the actual job.

In my awake time, I don't feel all that nervous, but I've been tossing and turning at night for a week now, so I guess that's how my nerves are manifesting. It still seems surreal -- I still can't believe I won't be going back to PronCo eventually. I think it'll take a few weeks at my new job before I lose that feeling. Hopefully by the time my classes start back in mid-August, everything will be settled with my new job.

I'm trying to focus on the exciting aspects of a new job and not the terrifying ones, basically!
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