What is my life, guys?

So I spent the first half of the year whining about how I had zero inspiration and no desire to write anything, blah, blah, blah. Now, since the middle of the July, I've written over 50,000 words of fanfic.

OMG YOU GUYS.

Most of it has been for XMFC and most of it hasn't been made available yet on the internet. I have two massive WIPs, one of which is eating my brain like no other. It is hilarious and crazy and probably the most fun I've had writing a fic since pookaseraph said: "That idea you had where Lassy took Shawn's virginity when he was still jailbait? You should totes write that!" and let me tell you that fic was a lot of fun to write.

(This fic, like that one, is pookaseraph's fault. Just so you'll know who to blame when I finally start posting it.)

But mostly I'm giddy at having all the words flowing again. It's been so long since it did that, since it was just this magical fount of trippy words coming from my brain to the keyboard to the internet in this whirling, tumbling act of creation. I've missed it so much. I know this high won't last long but I am loving it while it's here.

GUYS I AM JUST SO HAPPY TO BE WRITING AND TO BE LOVING IT. ♥